Internal Chatter

(Part of John study)

My sheep recognize my voice.” (John 10:25-30 MSG)

Is my relationship with God so intimate that I could recognize His voice amidst the chatter of earthly life? What prevents me from recognizing and understanding Him?

The obvious answer would be there is too much noise around me—what with all the distractions provided by technology, people, busyness, traffic, etc.  If I were able to get away from all of this, if I could live out in the country, away from all the hub-bub, if I had a quiet place of retreat—then I would be able to recognize God’s voice better. Well, I do live out in the country and have quiet places in my home. Yet I still have trouble tuning in to God, because I have a steady stream of internal chatter going on at all times.

God’s voice is drowned out by the noise of my desires. I want stability, security, happiness, health, and peace—for myself and all my loved ones.  My mind is always buzzing with ideas on how to attain and maintain these desires of mine.  The cacophony of cultural expectations also decreases my sensitivity to God’s voice. My mind keeps blabbing on about seeking significance and being productive. Finally, there is a quiet culprit that keeps me from listening to God. It’s the voice of reason. It tells me to not go overboard in my commitment to God—be reasonable; be pragmatic; make sure you enjoy a full life; don’t let God take over! No matter where I go, this internal dialogue is the biggest barrier to recognizing God’s voice and understanding Him.

“My sheep recognize my voice. I know them, and they follow me. I give them real and eternal life. They are protected from the Destroyer for good. No one can steal them from out of my hand. The Father who put them under my care is so much greater than the Destroyer and Thief.” (John 10:25-30 MSG)

Truth will overcome falsehood. The Legitimate Voice will one day triumph over the illegitimate noise. Our Father is so much greater than any destructive force.