I
run 2 miles daily in about 20 minutes. My heart and lungs are used to strenuous
activity. Before I started, I imagined that this hike would be challenging, yet
interesting. Oh, it was that and much MORE! About halfway up, the two weakest
parts of me—my knees and my mind—started wobbling. This led to the following
internal dialogue: I don’t think this is
a good idea. In fact, this is stupid. What’s the point of climbing up this hill
just to prove I can? What if I fall? And even if I make it to the top, the
descent is going be really hard on my weak knees. I’ll probably injure my
knees and be disabled for the rest of my life after this climb. I should just
quit and let my husband do this alone.
If
it weren’t for my husband’s prodding (ahem, I mean encouragement), I probably would have given in to these
self-defeating thoughts. As I trudged along behind him, I was reminded of one
of my all-time favorite books: Hinds' Feet
On High Places, by Hannah Hurnard. It is an allegory about a woman’s
transformation as she climbs from a valley of fears to spiritual heights. The
story is based on the following Bible verse:
“The
Sovereign LORD is my strength! He makes me as surefooted as a deer, able to
tread upon the heights.” (Habakkuk 3:19 NLT)
When
we feel like we have run out of strength, we have two choices: We can quit, or
we can rely on God’s strength. We can either give up, or we can give in
to God. We can buckle under our fears and collapse into despair, OR yield to
holy resuscitation. Before receiving a divine transfusion, one must be
completely depleted of all human energy. When we are sure we can’t carry on,
when we are unable to climb another step on our own—then, we are ready to rely
completely on God. This supernatural strength empowers us to scale new heights
without stumbling or tripping.
“But
those who trust in the LORD will find new strength. They will soar high on
wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not
faint.” (Isaiah 40:31 NLT)
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