I spent so many decades of my life pursuing half-truths
and my own moral compass. Like a recovering addict, I’m constantly tempted to
fall back into this habit. When I’m around this sort of behavior—around those
who “make a religion out of their own whims and lusts,”1—I’m drawn
into this darkness. The magnetic pull of worldliness overpowers my moral
compass. I become disoriented, no longer sure of where true north is, and lose
my way. Most recovering addicts try to stay away from environments that may
trigger a relapse. Similarly, it’s best for me to steer clear of certain toxic
environments.
I have found wonderful hiding places that allow me
to get away from the herd—spaces in nature that call me to adore a power beyond
worldly values, beyond my own whims and lusts, beyond the dead-end, empty-headed
life I grew up in.
1(Jude 1:17-19 MSG)
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