“My
raised hands are my evening prayer.” (Ps. 141:1-2 MSG)
There
is a beautiful simplicity in wordless prayer. I used to equate adoration with
silent praise—but now I realize that even when I’m not speaking, my mind is
still filled with words. Adoration is wordless praise. Yet, it is difficult for
me to go from too many words to none at all. So, I am learning to be a minimalist
in prayer. I go to a solitary place, I raise my hands up, and I use my ten
fingers to help me focus. For ten breaths I focus on one word: Father; another ten breaths focused on
another word: Jesus; another ten
breaths: Holy Spirit. Then, I move on
to ten breaths of thanksgiving—silently counting off things I’m feeling
thankful for right at that moment. Yes, it’s still wordy, even though it is
silent,—but I’m getting closer.
My
usual form of prayer is filled with requests and concerns, lots of pleading
petitions, and suggestions on how God could improve his customer satisfaction
scores. I rarely feel centered and calm after these sessions.
I’m
hoping to train my mind to only focus on God and completely surrender to His
will—knowing He is capable of taking care of everything without reminders or suggestions.
“Dear
Lord, I only have eyes for you. Since I’ve run for dear life to you, take good
care of me.” (Ps. 141:8 MSG)
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