“Showing no concern for the uncertainties that lie ahead is the secret of walking with Jesus.” (My Utmost For His Highest, by Oswald Chambers)
Whether we realize it or not, we are completely dependent on God. We might act as if we are taking care of ourselves and our loved ones, but this is merely a vain illusion. Once we admit that we are reliant on God, the choice of absolute devotion makes more sense.
If we were completely dedicated to Christ, what would our lives look like? Can we still work at our jobs, care for our loved ones, and relax at the end of each day? Or, would we have to give up everything and become missionaries or join a monastery?
When we are constantly listening for God’s instructions, when our thoughts, words, and actions are influenced by God--then, we are living God-centered lives. On the other hand, when we are motivated by cultural expectations and consumed by earthly preoccupations--our focus is diverted, and our hearts are no longer tuned into God. Dedication is more dependent on intention and attention, and less on location. Whether we are at work, or at home, or living in a monastery--we will have to deal with uncertainties on a daily basis. Continually handing over these vulnerabilities is an essential part of absolute dedication and communion with God.
It took a lot of Ego remission to finally get me to understand AND believe it wasn't up to me, it was up to God so I had to "Let go and let God."
ReplyDeleteThe same has been true for me too, Laura.
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